Don’t try to solve me

Don’t try to solve me. It’s a conundrum, I know. Even I’ve been trying for years.

Don’t start to walk on this road, I warn you, it leads to a maze. Maybe you’ll get lost forever.

Stop finding ways through my eyes to that place inside my head. Just stop. Sometimes, even I don’t want to be there. Sometimes, it’s not a safe place to be.

Don’t try.

Don’t start.

Stop finding ways.

For I am afraid, if somehow you managed to break this well fabricated façade, my soul will Unravel itself for you.

For I am afraid, every shade, dark and light, will start to gush out.

©sakshi~the escapist, 2017

Thank you Chaos-XD, for letting me use this beautiful art piece of yours as an inspiration. Painting or writing, you’re amazing and spectacular in everything you do! You’re the coolest person I’ve come across during this first month of my blogging journey! Lots of love to you!❤✌

Dear fellow bloggers and readers, make sure to check out her blog A Glimpse Of Darkness. The way she writes, I am sure you’ll fall in love with the beauty of darkness. Just like I did! 

I hope you liked this written piece. Feedback is welcome! Have a nice day!

50 Comments Add yours

  1. Jeni G.J says:

    Wow..I’m speechless..this is exactly what I felt seeing the picture..And never thought My wish would come true so soon. I asked chaos to write something for the painting and now you have a written a beautiful piece. I just can’t believe my eyes.
    Yay! I agree she is a wonderful person and you too. Happy to know you both. Lots of love to you both.💓💓

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    1. Thank you Jeni dear! I am glad I made your wish come true. Your words always encourage me. Yeah Chaos is an amazing person. And believe me when I say this, you’re no less! Thanks again. Lots of love to you! 😘

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      1. Jeni G.J says:

        I can’t tell how happy I’m to read this. It’s not that you made my day, you made my entire week😀😀 😘😘

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      2. Right back at ya!! 😘

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      3. Jeni G.J says:

        Actually I wasn’t expecting that from you. It was a sweet surprise. good nyt

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      4. It’s good that I surprised you😉! Sweet dreams 😇✌

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    2. chaos-xd says:

      Thankyou my Jeni pudding! :* I love you both to bits!

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      1. Jeni G.J says:

        You’re always welcome moon to add beauty in my writing journey.

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  2. Jeni G.J says:

    Did chaos read this? She will love this for sure.

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    1. She hasn’t yet! I hope she likes it😑

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    2. chaos-xd says:

      I woke up to this and happiness is flooding my day to the core! 😍

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      1. And just now you made me happy 😊

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      2. chaos-xd says:

        My comment disappeared.. did your spam monster grab it? 😞

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  3. Nemo says:

    Wow.. great thoughts 👍☺

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    1. Thank you! Glad you feel that way!

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      1. Nemo says:

        You are welcome ☺

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  4. crystalamayy says:

    Its beautiful so I read it twice,I have done justice to the picture completely.

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  5. crystalamayy says:

    I meant to say you have done justice to the picture.my stupid phone makes everything in to I,self obsessed:)

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    1. Haha…thank you dear. And don’t worry about the typo. Happens! 😊

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      1. crystalamayy says:

        🙂

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  6. Mr. Mel says:

    As in this post. Absolutely wonderful, the depth of feeling, I was watching not reading. A great collaboration with Chaos-XD. A beautiful piece, you both should be proud.

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    1. Thank you Mel. Once again, your beautiful comment made my day!

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  7. Morpheus says:

    Love the honesty in this piece. It’s difficult to vulnerable – especially with those who know just what to say to immediately drop your defenses.

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    1. Thank you, Morpheus! You beautifully grasped this piece. Yes, it’s difficult to vulnerable. We create a wall around ourselves. But we don’t understand that wall is made of glass and some people come into your life holding sledge hammers.

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      1. Morpheus says:

        Lol. Again another great visual.

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      2. Hahaha.. I can’t help it, ideas just come bursting out.(Just joking 😅 I have bad days often 😁. Don’t get your hopes up)

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      3. Morpheus says:

        Sledgehammers.

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  8. chaos-xd says:

    No way!!! 😍
    Babe.. I’m speechless on so many levels.. as honored as I am seeing my painting here with this breathtaking poem that stole my heart.. its so hard to believe how relatable this post is to me!

    You know.. I usually quote my favourites on poems but when I have struggles selecting my favorite is when I know that you’ve written something bomb af!

    “For I am afraid, every shade, dark and light, will start to gush out.”

    Damn that conclusion though! 👌

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    1. Thanks babe! Though I am the one who should feel honoured. Did I mention you’re the coolest person I know? I think I did 😉

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      1. chaos-xd says:

        I’m literally walking up and down my hallway absorbing all this happiness! When I made a WordPress it was only to voice my worries and I had no idea so much joy was in store for me! 💖

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      2. Jeni G.J says:

        So true. Keep smiling😊😊

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    2. Jeni G.J says:

      Yes the painting resembled you and the poem reflected it. That’s the best part of it.

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      1. chaos-xd says:

        Absolutely! This piece was mind blowing JenJen. And your comments added the spices to my happiness! 😘

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      2. Jeni G.J says:

        Yay! Extra spicy.

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  9. Jeni G.J says:

    Somehow I felt the same that the poem is written about you. Very well written sakshi.

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  10. tigercup says:

    Nice work its good to read some work like this its like you don’t want anyone to get in your life. Well this just how every one feels when they are having a bad phase for long time they won’t let anyone in and shut themselves from external world. I am not saying that you have been through that state but I am only saying you described it wonderfully and if someone who has been through that will understand what excellent work you have done

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    1. Thank you tiger. You thoroughly go through the words. Thank you, it means a lot. When Chaos posted her art piece, I couldn’t stop myself from writing this one. Yes, everyone at some point in their life goes through such situations but everyone deals differently. Thanks again for reading. ✌😏

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  11. Beautifully written!!

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  12. Orange says:

    This is such a beautiful peice of writing. Really deep thoughts!

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    1. Thanks, honey! 💕💕💕

      Like

      1. Orange says:

        My pleasure 💙

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  13. Amal Suresh says:

    Nicely expressed. Keep up the his work

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    1. Thank you, Amal. Glad you liked it!

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      1. Amal Suresh says:

        It was really well written. I had to like it😇

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